Inspite of all the solid rationale for 'letting go of guilt', I wonder if there's a certain inevitability in how long it can take to let go of it.

Do you think maybe you needed your 15 months anyway? Coz its one thing to learn it from reading/hearing, and whole another to actually go through it and let it become a part of your core wisdom.

I am sitting here on my month9, still juggling with the remorse - knowing full well that I can't change the past. And I get a feeling that I can't rush that sweet feeling of release.

Lovely, refreshing read btw! Thank you for putting this online :)